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for those who didnt know... most of you mynew lj sn is juggalette0124 as well as all my other s/n. ive had the s/n for over a year now so i thought it was time to get a new lj as well...
http://www.livejournal.com/users/juggalette0124/
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| my fav holiday and i start in a car wreak |
[31 Oct 2004|08:39am] |
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*sigh* so im driving home from a friend's house on 275 south bound and its about 7in the morning and im just driving along and than next thing i know i fucking hit the side rail and im sliding along the rail and i spined outta control into the lanes than i was in the far left lane with a poped wheel and i slowly entered the left shoulder fearing i might get rear ended. i sit in my car for a min trying to figure out what just happened looking around to see if anyone else was involve and if they were okay... no one else just me. a brow van stops on the right shoulder and than backs up to my car and a guy gets out of it and run across the interstate as i slowly get out of my car.he asks if i was okay i nod saying im fine yet my shoulder and neck are in pain from the seatbelt. i hear him talking to his phone to what im guessing isan 911 oprator. "she seems okay, says she is fine.give details to where i am," as he hangs up the phone he asks me again if i am okay. i state that i am fine and thank him and ask him if someone was coming out and if i should just stay by my car. he said yes. so i thank him again and call my mom. the cop shorlty shows up she was super nice. asked what happened and looked at my car asked if i called someone as my mom and brother pull up and than my mom calls the towing people and they come out and tow my car andthan we headed home and here i am now....
thankfully the state cop didnt do any sort of testing, i did drink but that was early in the night but i didnt know if it would show up or not...the cop said she could tell i was a good kid :) lol if only she knew...
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[20 Oct 2004|10:29am] |
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the show was the shit monday night!! i wish i would of gone to the lake park show but no one wanted to ride with or didnt want/ coulnt afford to go. :( oh well its shows like this one that keeps one goign till the gathering!!! i cantwait even more for that bitch to come around. this show was so awasome! the stage the set up EVERYTHING if you didnt gofor whatever reason you missed out on one hella show. and mini aftwards was the shit with abk, shaggy, rude boy, and easham holding that shit down with us. cant wait till the next show!!!
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[13 Oct 2004|02:21pm] |
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i freakin hate people!!! im done with it all. im not going lez or nun but im done with guys, no more buddies, no more boyfriends, no more anything! just my strickly pltonic friendships!
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[03 Oct 2004|12:33pm] |
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so much drama. i do one mistake and everyone knows about it and is mad at me or thinks less of me or soemthing along that line. im sorry for what i did it was a one time mistake i normaly dont do that sort of thing. i dont know what else to say...
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[18 Aug 2004|01:10pm] |
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i had a really odd dream i was at my house which also from what i could tell was my brother's and mel's house too and something w/ spiderman 4 and twins... odd
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| now that i have some time |
[29 Jul 2004|11:34am] |
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okay so its been about a lil over a week since i came back from the gathering and i haven't posted anything on it so here it goes...
i was supposed to ride up w/ jenny, frank, justin, and chris in the mini-van we rented but since i didn't have to work a double shift like jen, frank, and justin did i rode up w/ john and everyone in the RV. we left tuesday afternoon and i saw mt. ME! Miss i was born and raised in florida and never really left but to go to south of GA. I was acting like a little giddy school girl and everyone else had seen em b4 and was staring at me like im on something or something. oh well. so that we picked up monica and her two friends in Indian. and head to ohio. and i slept for most of the way i did get to shower when we were at monica's that was my last real shower for 5 days. anyways we are back on the road its Early early thursday morning most people are sleeping both kelle and steve were in front seat steve w/ pig tails in his hair. and i stand up to get my lamp so i could see something and all of the sudden i was benign thrown to the floor and someone fell on top of me. and the RV it tip the the driver side in the air and screams from everywhere and people asking if everyone was alright. once the person that was on top of me got up and i got up i climbed out of the drivers door following steve who warned me not to put my foot on the tire b/c it spins and so i got out barefoot and in my tank top frezzen. so i asked kellee to trow me my shoes b/c it was cold and wet outside and when i got my shoes i put them on sockless. a few car passed by asking if we were okay and what not. then the cops came. ALOT of cops came, it was like none of the cops had anything better to do. everyone was out but john, he could get out, he was holding himself up. The cops had to cut the door off to get john out and than the cops got info from everyone all 21 of us. yes 21 people were in the RV. willie was sleeping in the back and his arm went though the lamp on the wall and there was blood everywhere.  he ended up getting 8 stitches. the cops were really cool about everything when they had the dog he went crazy. the cops knew there was shit in the RV and didn't do anything which i am so glad they didn't. b/c i do care for my homies and what not but i was not about to go to jail for the ones i just met. but anyways the guy that was in charge of the buses from the parking lot to the campgrounds was super nice and sent us a bus to pack all our shit into. and so people got into the RV and started get stuff out as i started getting shit out from under the RV and putting it under the bus and as some people just standing there on the side watching! just standing there! it pissed me off. oh well so once everything was off the RV and onto the bus we were off the the parking lot. We made it to the camp grounds and started pulling everything back off the bus and piling it up near the entrance. i had about a paragraph just now but i decided to delete it b/c it was just me bitch about no one helping but i don't want to talk about that. So Thursday was just a very long day unpacking and packing and unpacking and setting everything up. Friday however was better. I didn't get to see abk or dark lotus. but the lights for dark lotus were pretty and i herd them :) and afterwords we all had a fun time as you can see... 
 and i stayed up all night. and saturday :| i slept Thur zug island which i REALLY wanted to see and i herd twiztid was great but i was busy on a mission w/ mike trying to find some rolls. which took forever but we finally found some and had a good time for a lil bit when we came back to the site john was acting like an ass and a jerk and i wasn't liking it so when mike and john were asleep and i had no one to talk to anymore i went walking. i meet some people had some fun i went down this little path that lead to a little thingy across from the beach and it was really pretty esp when the fog came rolling across the lake. that was a really pretty morning. and so sunday i hung out at some camp sites and walked around a had a really fun time. i didn't get to see tech n9ne but now im wishing i did. kellee and i saw v-ice together got some okay pics  than i saw icp! they were aawesome!! it wwouldof been better if the guy behind me wwasn'tfeeling me all up. and i didn't have to go away and than be by myself, grrr but i still had tons of fun and kellee and i walked back frezzen our butts off. i get back to the camp site and justin says we are leaving as soon as frank gets back. so i had to go behind the tents and i used a bottle and a half and took a "shower". lol. but oh well than we headed home it took us about a full day to get home. justin drove first and got pulled over for doing 80 mph and 65 or maybe 60 either way it was fast and the cop was nice and only warned him. the cop was like where you coming from and frank was sleeping and said ohio not knowing we were still in ohio. he is so silly! oh well it was fun it was hell working the tuesday and even more so on wednesday but oh well overall i had fun. but next year will deffently be different and hopefully i will get a campsite and if i do that will deffently be different i dint want to be a bitch but i will people will show respect for other people's shit and will take care of their own shit!
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[07 Jul 2004|03:10pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? and why not?
15. Do you want me, and if so in what ways (friend, boyfriend/girlfriend, fuck buddy, fellow ninja, etc)?
16. If you had me would you ever let me go?
17. Is there a song that describes me to you, or about you and me?
18. When you know you're about to see me do you get giddy like a school girl?
19. What physically sticks out the most about me
20. Are you going to put this on your board and see what I say about you?
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[06 Jul 2004|09:37pm] |
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well tonight was a pretty borning night at work but oh well. im just chillin @ john's right now and thought i would update :O i konw two updates wow what a suprise!! well im hoping to have fun tonight spending it with my baby :) i might let you know how things go. depends on when i update next ;) lol
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| just for you jenn |
[06 Jul 2004|01:04am] |
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well im finally updateing this but only a quickie its bedtime, lots have happened since last post (like always) i got a boyfriend he is so sweet to me and so nice if you are goign to the gathering you will meet him if you havent already, lots of juggalos seem to know him or know of him this time next week i will be sleeping after a long day of working and dreaming about leavign for ohio in the mornign. i donthave to worry about driving b/c frank nor justin will let me or jenny lol frank says i drive too scary... i dont think so :\ oh well. i got another ticket :( but not for speeding :) it was for an expired tag :( stop laughing jenn! i thought my mom had renewed it but she didnt *sigh* oh well i need sleep off to bed ill make a real update when i get more time :-D
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[26 May 2004|02:06pm] |
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wow its been a long time since i've updated. i keep meaning to but dont. alot has happened and yet at the same time not much. i've got a new job im working at dish in mornings and than pizza hut in the evenings its a lot of hours but im trying to save for a car and and apt and of course the gathering in july :) it doesnt seem like it but it is so close i really need to start saving better. jenny and i are going to get an apt shortly after wecome back from the gathering. i got mytounge pirced awhile ago and it healed just fine :-D the dark lotus concertwas freakin awaseom but afterwards kinda suxed the car got towed away and we walked for like 2+hours everyone said it was about 20 mins... my ass! it seemed foreverto get there andit was midnightish and than frank thought he had lost the money andi was ready to puke jenny started to cry and cry and i did too frank later sai dit was like lil pute and stank crying lol *sigh* oh well jess is leaving this sumday for NY and i dont think i will say goodbye even though i really want to but she seems set in what she thinks even if i didnt say it but im so tired of it all... im not going to bother anymore ill just fine a way to deal and than i found out jerry is leaving state too! but at least ill get to say goodbye to him. louis is getting shiped to iraq and even though i never really liked him i hope all will be okay...
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grrr i hate it when you are with someone and they "have their fun" and yet you dont have as much "fun" as them, if you know what i mean ;) grrrr *sigh* oh well maybe ill get a good easter gift :D
btw mini was a blast there was this drunk girl there and having fun and what not lol and right as we were leaving the a cop came and im sure he called for more; i hopwno one got caught or at least anyone i know
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*sigh* fist jess than jerry and now jenn hmmm all with Js i just noticed that. if you dont know what i am talking about its the fuckin army. first i lose jess to it...well she isnt joining but her boy is in it and she will be moving up there to join him as long as things dont change again than jerry is talking about joining and now jenn :( geez maybe i should only have friends like frank who are already OUT of the army *sigh* as for other things im a lil upset about tonight i wanted to just hang out not necessary do anything but just hang out but thanks to fuckin parents yet again i couldnt, unless he was using that as a excuse...idk *sigh*
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[17 Mar 2004|11:21pm] |
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what do you say to a friend who wants to take his own life? someone told me that if one talks about killing them self thats all it is,is talk they wont do it they only want the attention. even if that is true i dont like to hear him talking about it. i dont know what to say, there is nothing i CAN say. if what he say is true i can feel his pain but im sure it cant be all that bad. i whish i knew but unfortunately we havent been friends very long yet i still think ofhim as a good close friend...i just whish i knew what to do
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